{"id":1603,"date":"2009-01-15T08:00:35","date_gmt":"2009-01-15T13:00:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.drslewis.org\/camille\/?p=1603"},"modified":"2009-01-15T08:00:35","modified_gmt":"2009-01-15T13:00:35","slug":"a-time-to-love","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.drslewis.org\/camille\/2009\/01\/15\/a-time-to-love\/","title":{"rendered":"A Time to Love"},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote><p>Now observe that when that clever harlot, our natural reason (which the pagans followed in trying to be most clever), takes a look at married life, she turns up her nose and says, &#8220;Alas, must I rock the baby, wash its diapers, make its bed, smell its stench, stay up nights with it, take care of it when it cries, heal its rashes and sores, and on top of that care for my wife, provide for her, labour at my trade, take care of this and take care of that, do this and do that, endure this and endure that, and whatever else of bitterness and drudgery married life involves? What, should I make such a prisoner of myself? O you poor, wretched fellow, have you taken a wife? Fie, fie upon such wretchedness and bitterness! It is better to remain free and lead a peaceful. carefree life; I will become a priest or a nun and compel my children to do likewise.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>What then does Christian faith say to this? It opens its eyes, looks upon all these insignificant, distasteful, and despised duties in the Spirit, and is aware that they are all adorned with divine approval as with the costliest gold and jewels. It says, &#8220;O God, because I am certain that thou hast created me as a man and hast from my body begotten this child, I also know for a certainty that it meets with thy perfect pleasure. I confess to thee that I am not worthy to rock the little babe or wash its diapers. or to be entrusted with the care of the child and its mother. How is it that I, without any merit, have come to this distinction of being certain that I am serving thy creature and thy most precious will? O how gladly will I do so, though the duties should be even more insignificant and despised. Neither frost nor heat, neither drudgery nor labour, will distress or dissuade me, for I am certain that it is thus pleasing in thy sight.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><a title=\"The Estate of Marriage\" href=\"http:\/\/www.warwick.ac.uk\/fac\/arts\/History\/teaching\/protref\/women\/WR0913.htm\" target=\"_blank\">Martin Luther<\/a><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>A Lite-Brite Cube sits on the counter with a half-way-finished car outline on one of the four sides. Home-made glow-in-the-dark Valentine&#8217;s window clings are in view. I&#8217;ve become very good at gluing Yoshi shoes and twisting Blendy pens. I cleaned up a big pile of Chic-Fil-A puke yesterday without anyone even noticing since I brought my trusty anti-bacterial wipes with me in my carpetbag of a purse<\/p>\n<p>My purse now looks like my mother&#8217;s. Right now, it has:<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>My wallet (of course!).<\/li>\n<li>Spearmint gum (my fav).<\/li>\n<li>A checkbook.<\/li>\n<li>3 sets of keys. Three? How&#8217;d I get three? What are they for?<\/li>\n<li>About-to-expire Wendy&#8217;s Frosty coupons from Halloween. I have about 12 of them left.<\/li>\n<li>A dried-up wipe.<\/li>\n<li>11 restaurant crayons.<\/li>\n<li>Burt&#8217;s Bees lip gloss and hand salve<\/li>\n<li>A Mario, Fire Mario, Fire Luigi, Fire Flower, Kirby, and some turtle.<\/li>\n<li>A Santa Pez dispenser and 4 packages of Pez.<\/li>\n<li>3 Hot wheels.<\/li>\n<li>A small bottle of Equate-brand Ibuprofen.<\/li>\n<li>A Real Simple brand magnetic to-do-and-to-buy list.<\/li>\n<li>2 Magnetic Storybooks &#8212; Disney World and Spiderman.<\/li>\n<li>A pair of chopsticks.<\/li>\n<li>A half-eaten orange Pixy Stix.<\/li>\n<li>Bubble yum wrapper. An Extra gum wrapper.<\/li>\n<li>3 Christmas Almond M&amp;Ms.<\/li>\n<li>3 pennies.<\/li>\n<li>A toothpick.<\/li>\n<li>An expired Mutts coupon.<\/li>\n<li>A handmade tissue holder from my dear friend with pads in it (perfect size!).<\/li>\n<li>2 Bath and Body Works bottles of Anti-Bacterial Hand Gel.<\/li>\n<li>Zicam.<\/li>\n<li>Grant&#8217;s antihistamine.<\/li>\n<li>7 lipsticks.<\/li>\n<li>A Burger King happy meal toy Wii remote.<\/li>\n<li>A Bionicle elbow joint.<\/li>\n<li>A Chic-Fil-A &#8220;20 Questions&#8221; game.<\/li>\n<li>A twist tie.<\/li>\n<li>4 pens.<\/li>\n<li>A knitted iPhone.<\/li>\n<li>A Christian Mommy inspirational\/encouragement book that I started yesterday after cleaning up the puke.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Motherhood is like an Extreme Makeover. Oh sure, sure &#8212; sometimes it seems like the opposite of an Extreme Makeover &#8212; the Extreme Letting-Go that allows you to step to the front of the line for Extreme Makeovers. You know, the antidote for cool. You&#8217;ve got more Goldfish crackers on the floor of your <em>van<\/em> than you ever imagined existed. You can sing all the words to Veggie Tales songs. You&#8217;ve cultivated a deep affection for Chowder. You dream in Legos.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">[youtube]http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=HEFE3B0Rje0[\/youtube]<\/p>\n<p>But your insides are made-over. You just aren&#8217;t your old self anymore. And that&#8217;s jarring. Because you thought you liked your old self. She was always on-time everywhere and always read a book all the way through in one sitting and could host smart dinner parties and she dusted every week and she had a place for everything and everything was in that place. Or so you think you remember. You haven&#8217;t slept in awhile.<\/p>\n<p>It makes you come face-to-face with that tidier and slimmer (in purse and in person) previous self and ask her, &#8220;Who <em>are<\/em> you? What is <em>wrong<\/em> with you? Why are you so . . . egocentric? How do you think that you can&#8217;t get by without that much sleep? And you only have a <em>wallet and a lipstick<\/em> in your purse? Who <em>are<\/em> you?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>And then you wonder if maybe the you you are now is the lame one. Sigh. . . .<\/p>\n<p>I understand that the culture told my mother&#8217;s generation a big set of lies. &#8220;You have to X-ray your child&#8217;s feet to make sure they have the right shoes.&#8221; &#8220;They must be potty-trained by 12 months!&#8221; &#8220;Feed &#8217;em formula. Breastmilk is unsanitary.&#8221; &#8220;If you work or get too much schooling, your womb will wither.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Our culture tells us lies too. Big ones. I&#8217;m somewhat impervious to the mainstream culture&#8217;s lies for whatever reason. Being a separatist for 39 years has its advantages. But instead of giving the truth about mothering, I&#8217;m finding that conservative Evangelicalism at large has its own Lie it sells to mothers.<\/p>\n<p>And I&#8217;m sick of it. I wanna talk it out. This is ridiculous. It seems that while the<a href=\"http:\/\/www.google.com\/search?q=keswidispiecostal&amp;ie=utf-8&amp;oe=utf-8&amp;aq=t&amp;rls=org.mozilla:en-US:official&amp;client=firefox-a\" target=\"_blank\"> Keswidispiecostal soteriology<\/a> is being dismissed by the cool and heavily marketed charismatic Calvinist sorts, that <em>identical<\/em> rhetorical form is alive and well in their literature for women. Women are told to empty themselves of themselves in order to truly be saved, in order to <strong><em>show<\/em><\/strong> others that they are saved, and in order to get their kids saved. They&#8217;ve saved the lousiest theology for the ghetto of the women&#8217;s advice books just like <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Evidence-Harm-Vaccines-Epidemic-Controversy\/dp\/0312326440\" target=\"_blank\">the drug companies saved the mercury-laden vaccines for the Third World<\/a>. This junk&#8217;s gotta sell somewhere. . . .<\/p>\n<p>We&#8217;ve forgotten what Luther said. We don&#8217;t parent to <em>demonstrate<\/em> the Gospel &#8212; to show those around us how beautifully we can do it all. No, we parent because it <em>is<\/em> the Gospel &#8212; because God takes us in as foundlings, lifts us up as His own, loves us even when we stink, puke, and screach, and He dresses us, carries us, and loves us.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s not about showing. It&#8217;s about loving. It&#8217;s not about beauty. It&#8217;s about serving the smallest and the littlest in the darkest part of the night when there&#8217;s no one is up except us and that wee one and God.<\/p>\n<p>But I need to go bring in the groceries. They are out in the car. The old-me used to love to grocery-shop. The new-me hates it now. It&#8217;s so boring and overstimulating and tiring. Besides . . .\u00a0 the giant generic grape jelly tried to escape and splathered its guts on the driveway. And the pickled beets gave into the peer pressure and followed. 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